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leaving [19 Aug 2004|02:44pm]

Oh dear. I do believe that I have been a terrible community member - completely inactive and such.

My computer is completely dead, I'm starting community college full-time, I might be living in Japan for a year, and woah, things are just complicated and I have no time whatsoever.

It's been fun. Peace out.
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Become Thy Love. [13 Aug 2004|01:08am]

Is this who you want me to become? Is this who you have had in your dreams to kiss you at the alter? Is this the person that you want to say 'i do' to, as you stare deep into my eyes? A silhouette of my self, i have become. I have become this person, this person that i fear will get walked all over. This person, i have become. The seasons my come and go, this year may seem shorter than the rest. That means, time is less important. Should i be so brash as to exclaim my love? Shall i experience the consequences? Thy arms are weak my love, hold me closer, for i am sure this ledge will fall at any moment. I am sure that i will become. I will become something. I will become the person that walks down the isle after a short wedding ceremony. I will be the one that lies beside you when your skin gets wrinkled and old. I will be the one that you share all of your fondest memories with, i will become... i will ... become...
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Three Moments Grow. Sonlight. [10 Aug 2004|02:21am]

[ mood | thankful ]

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[09 Aug 2004|03:24pm]



new picture i madeCollapse )

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(sorry) [09 Aug 2004|02:21am]

[ mood | curious ]

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app li to the cation [03 Aug 2004|02:50pm]

[ mood | accomplished ]

Illusion never changed into something RealCollapse )

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[29 Jul 2004|09:35pm]
believe it or not, i am the moderator of this dead community. (after a few name changes)

and i have not been a very good mod/maintainer. i have not promoted or posted assignments/themes. so....

if anyone would like to take over as maintainer of this community, please comment and i will add you as a main/mod.

and this little jewel will be yours.

--adam lee
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Application [09 Jul 2004|07:56pm]

[ mood | tsukareta (very useful word) ]

From Kawanishi, OsakaCollapse )

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out of my mind... [19 Jun 2004|11:00pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

a writing that fell out a few minutes ago. havent posted in a long, long while so I though I'd share...


nothing seems to change in here,
same old thoughts, same old fears.
its like being stuck in one small place
but every mirror I see shows a different face.
it's a tiny little room in the back of my mind
I don't know how I got here, but I'm stuck inside.
I can see the outside world from in here
but I just can't seem to get near
the way I used to be, so I'm looking to find
a way out of here, a way out of my mind.

I reach out to the real world, out to reality
it's right at my fingers and I want it so badly
It's nearly in my grasp but I can't grab hold
and the closer I get the more the memories unfold.
they push, they fight and they hold me back,
I try to blow them off but don't know how to react.
It's clouding my thoughs and pushing me to the brink
it has me to the point that I can't even think
but still I move on hoping to find,
a way out ov here a way out of my mind...

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Anyone out there? [14 Jul 2004|03:17pm]

[ mood | blah ]

Is this place ever alive anymore? Everyone is like...dead...

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Poem [01 Jun 2004|07:37pm]

[ mood | creative ]

Sing Me To Sleep


Sing me to sleep this night

Let me fall asleep to your sound

Voice so pure and clear

So every note wont hit the ground

Sing me to sleep this night

Sing of love in my eye

Sweet and pure

With a kiss goodbye

Sing me to sleep this night

Of gold and every pirate song

Ships as grand as the stars above

It should last all night long

Sing me to sleep this night

Sailing along the ocean blue

Looking out to the stars and moon

Landing and lying on the morning dew

Sing me to sleep this night

Staring out to the sky so big

A vast amount to explore

Soaring and flying, light as a twig

Sing me to sleep this night

Harps and angles in heavens above

Peaceful days and calm nights

Filled with love

Sing me to sleep this night

A dozen million roses lying around

Soft and tender with charm

A single petal falling without sound

Sing me a song

So I may sleep well tonight

Last I see are your blue sweet eyes

I’ll know all is right

Sing to me soft
Kiss my forehead kind

Eyelids closing slowly

And my dreams share by both our minds



Lemme know whatcha think...

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[19 May 2004|01:51pm]
wow. we are almost dead in the water here.
one more week. if things do not pick up, this community will be deleted.


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another rant [09 May 2004|03:07pm]
underthelove = disowning
and yes, i am here to make yet another annoying moderator post.
this community is GOING nowhere. and we all need to do something about that.
start posting.
start promoting.
and start voting. starting here

if you don't, i will be forced to shut this community down.
and i really do not want to.
but, if it just sits here with maybe an update every week.
and a new member every other.
and the occasional post from me.

what are we going to do.
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I'm only 14, but what the heck.. [06 May 2004|02:44pm]

[ mood | busy ]

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[30 Apr 2004|10:12pm]
lj-cuts are our friends.
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No title [30 Apr 2004|07:16pm]

[ mood | discontent ]

This poem kinda just came to me... A little strange

I fell in love with a boy
I fell in love once and almost completly.
He's in love with other girls.
Not intersted in me
I've told him once
I've told him twice
Ignorance and beauty
Got in the way
3 Years I was in love with him
He knew but never made a note
His beautiful eyes made me melt to the floor
His smile made me weak in my knees
Makeup and perfume
Was all for him
His hands, beautiful and soft
Longed for them to hold me tight
I wasted 3 years of love on him
Love that was never recieved
Couldnt think of anything to do
I know somehow the truth was told
My first love and lost
Never to have him
Him never have me
I suppose we werent meant to be
But when I still look in his eye
Emotions flood through my body
And I cant help but fall weak in my heart
His beauty keeps growing
And his charm is vibrant
His smile is even more beautiful
I suppose I'm still alive
A once love
With a broken heart
The love for him lives on today
The fire in my heart will never die

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one of those LJ things. [29 Apr 2004|06:01pm]

I know this isn't really the place to put these chain things, but I think this one is a good participation sort of thing. It seems to fit this place.

Sometimes fate has a way of stealing away some fascinating events. Do you remember the time that that thing happened that never got a chance to happen? Invent a memory and remind me of it in the comments.
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Application. [28 Apr 2004|06:26pm]

Application: Sorry if it's long.Collapse )
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[27 Apr 2004|12:48am]
i think this community is not going to get off the ground.
and this disappoints me.

oh well.
i think it might be shut down in a week unless someone wants to take over.
or maybe it will spark up.

and for future reference, if i decide not to shut her down, when i leave messages/requests/questions i'd greatly appreciate them being answered/replied to in a comment on that post.
or at least use a cut if you must make it your own post.

i'll probably delete this message tomorrow, but right now i'm in a bad mood.

and just for kicks, i'll say it again.
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STAYUMPED! [25 Apr 2004|06:43pm]

If you had only 24 hours left of your free life...what would you do? probably get outside and enjoy the last moments of fresh air that i have. spend some time with my family and call my friends. do something i've been wanting to do for a long time, but never had the guts to do. and then watch some of my favorite movie.

they(being some authoritarian group) will be coming to collect you in 24 hours and take you away for seven years....who would you spend your time with? my friends.

Will those people even be there when the seven years are up? i hope so. i'd track them down if they weren't.

What will be your last words to them? i love you. dork!
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